Trust is meant to be broken

Trust is meant to be broken
Trust, a very nice and familiar word to everyone. Every person has his own type of trust. Every relation has different type of trust. The way we trust our family will be different from the way we trust our friends and all. And my way of trust is way too different. Here is the little story about me my trust and betrayal. In our life we all face this problem of trust and we all need to go through this. This is not just about only me or I am not trying to point out any single person of my life. This is just about the way things are. This was not the first time that I was having this feeling of betrayal but you can say this was the limit. As you never expect from your friend about all these things but somehow intentionally or unintentionally they do that. It feels very brutal and very awful when you think about this. They seriously did and it is so true? Then the magical line appears like they broke my trust. But every time we forgot one thing that we are the one who have given them the rights to hurt us, to break our trust. But I don’t why we always curse them. This is so incorrect because, we are the one who did this to our self.
This is true that we all need one person with whom we can discuss all the things which we can’t with the others. And we all have someone like that in our life. But guess what I don’t. Whenever I try to think about this I get confused with whom I should discus all my private stuff? Will it be private forever? Is it safe to discuss all these things with him/her? Whenever I try to say anything, all of these questions start rushing in to my mind. People think that I have so many friends and most of them are my best friend. But I really don’t know how much this is correct. Sometimes even I also think do I really have a best friend who will be with me forever and for the rest of my life. And at the last I came to conclusion and the much known answer “NO”. I know some of you will think what is he saying? How it can be possible that he doesn’t have any best friend. Well with due respect to all my well wishers this is true. But there is one special person in my life, with whom I discuss many things but not everything. She is not my best friend or my GF. She is really a very special in my life and I think she knows that.
But still in some part of my life and somewhere in the corner of my heart I actually do think about really having a best friend in my life. Because at some stage of life we actually do need a person with whom we can discuss all the things, all the things without any problem or restriction or any other issue. Someone on which you can trust blindly, because you know he will not let you down. One who will always be there for you in every way of life. Sometimes I think that does it matter that your best friend is a girl or a boy. But when I think deeply than I feel, ya it really does matter. You can share all the things with a girl which you can share with a boy. I am not trying to discriminate anything and not even trying to make any offence to anyone. I am saying what I am feeling and that is it. Have you ever seen a girl who is having her best friend who is a boy “NO”. So the same goes to us we can’t have a girl as our best friend. Sorry folks we are moving out from the topic.
So the thing which I am going to ask you all is? Think deep down and think harder and try to make a picture of it. Friend which you are having are they really true friends. And the one whom do you think and consider as your best friend is he really your best friend? Think about it and let me know what do you think because I also want to know how many of you have the best friend in your life? I seriously want to know how many of you are lucky in life. Because I am also looking for that one person whom will consider as my best friend and really don’t know that how much time this search will take? Is it a long lasting search or will it end at a certain point or moment? I really don’t know but I want to get surprised.
Can you help me?